I just dont understand why
people are really so fuck tup and their boyfriend or girlfriend are just so nice looking. Fuck in you ass till you shit Asshole.. |
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Wednesday, July 1, 2009, 11:47 PM
2nd July 2009..i am very lonely and sad today..tomorrow we should be going out de..than she not well i just ok from not well.than my mind so many thing i going crazy le..i am going nuts now dont know want to wait for her message or go sleep i dont want continue like this already..no more and she keep giving me all these..dame fuck right.where got girlfriend keep leaving his boyfriend alone de and when she need me i will straight away be there always replying her message on time..than she never do at all.even have is something big happen than she guaii for a few day ya last few day very good dont know what happen the previous day than now like that again lor..she sick she from 8 plus am sleep until 10.36 heavent wake up than later at night i dont know how is she really sleeping i also dont know..aiya..tell her so many time also never listen any chio bu can treat me good de feel free talk to me ok..if can we be together than we share thing together ok..she keep bully me and play my feeling one ok than next not ok..i going loose hope on her already..tell her the truth i was trying to trust her saying that no matter what she wont let me alone for one day and i am still waiting and i think is really one day..after this day than say bar..and trusting her that aiya what ever lar.i suddenly forget everything..my mind is blank..i am so lonely and sad and dissapointed jealous all those feeling bad de i feeling right now..arghh..thought that i live in this world she got there by my side very good but you see keep leaving me alone..i garentee when i see her i really going mad this time..check out..I am DEAD no one really CARES those people only know how to bully me..what ever i do how good also get bully by people..if people have heart i wont b so lonely now..people are heartless blood sucker bastard..than some people read this not happy than bully me again lor..sure one i write so i wont so sing ku later.i say so people will know mar than want take what ever action is up to them..i cry and cry of lonely HONEY DONT ANGRY OR WHAT I DONT WANT BREAK WITH YOU LAR..IF YOU ARE.I AM GOING NOTE ALSO. LONELY KILLS THE SOUL OF YOU. DONT LIVE IN A LONELY LIFE THAT IS NOT GOOD. I AM NO LONGER HER. SUPER LONELY. SUPER SAD. SUPER MAD. CANT FEEL HOW LIVE IS GOOD ANYMORE. I CANT LAST ANY LONGER. SUPER JEALOUS TO SEE PEOPLE GO OUT WITH THEIR LOVE ONE AND WATCH MOVIE ALL THESE ALWAYS BE TOGETHER..HUH ME LEH.. WHEN I NEED HER 90% SHE WONT BE THER FOR ME. WHEN SHE NEED ME 90% I WILL BE THER.THE REMAINING 10% BECAUSE SHE KEEP MIA HOW TO BE BY HER SIDE.YOU SEE THE DIFFERENT THIS IS WHAT I AM FACING NOW.. SHE STILL SAY TOMORROW COME FIND ME I DONT SO ALREADY.. TEARS WILL FALL FROM YOUR EYES. LIE WILL ALWAYS BE LIES. FROM THE DAY I REALISE I AM STILL TRAP IN THIS BLACK DYE. SAVE ME HEAVEN. PEOPLE ALWAY FORGET WHO IS LOOKING RIGHT TO THEIR EYE. PEOPLE WILL FORGET ME. BUY WHO CARE TO READ THIS NOW.NO ONE RIGHT. Sorry for long time never update..having a very hard time..now is better..few day back i was at home very hungry than i went to make hot dog to eat not sure how long to put in the microwave to make hot.i put for about 1 min 10 sec.than when i saw the hot dog after 1 min 10 sec.i gave a name to the hog dog the "disgusting dog".not really a nice name really is not that nice in looks.check it out.!! i bought my system dvd and a masa deck from my friend. the masa deck looks very cool in close up.check it out.. |
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I started piano at around the age of 15.Old rite.i around there den hab the chance to learn..my dad pay 4 me..kkies..I first started at 22nd August 2007..I am still learning piano until nw..ya.My piano teacher said i was improving quite fast even wrote gd notes in the hand book..At tat time i was really hoping able to play my favourite songs from jay chou..Than it was hard tome 4 me to b gd at doing sth tat is nt so easy to do.And i from small let people say i lousy or wad lar until nw still so i really start to practice and practice.Den one day abt 1 yrs time nv pass 1 year i finally learn my favourite song titled "First Kiss".Until nw i still feeling proud tat i am able to play tis song.den i started other song and try tis is nw.Why i suddenly try playing First Kiss because i saw kids in youtube playing the secret piano pieces den i was thinking why they can and i can i really hope i can play like tis or even better.Sometimes i really thought of giving up bt i didnt because few of my friends,my piano teacher,my baobao was there to support me expicially my baobao always supporting me when i think i play gd or nt and my dad sometime ask me when in so call gd mood lar.He will say study nt gd nvm at least gt talent in doing other things so tat why i like piano den he support me by giving the chance to learn piano..Btw nt support in emotion neh is money nia.OK..Den he bought a the piano 4 me after awhile den i was happy i gt it.And i really keep practicing it at my hse cos if nt gt to spent money go rent.And my dad bought the piano 4 me so i dnt really want dissapoint him and others and the amount of money he spent..There is a few reason lar..and i was jealous and sad why other people can play the song why cant i.Than i learn first month around there my teacher ask me go to the performance class tat nt all people can go to the class to perform learn less than 1 month..den the first performance class i gt all excellent tat makes me happy wad i hab done has paid off in the paper so i try and try first few around 3 times to 4 i go the same..In between i did really try want to gt all excellent bt i did nt gt lar.i was woundering isit hw far i can go..den i was abit demorerise so practice less den the nxt performance i gt all excellent tat is i noe my baobao.den mayb is cos if her bar cos i promise her i tis time i will play 4 her even she is nt here..Den the rest i did nt do the same like play 4 her and i starting to gt all straight all excellent.. Me, Myself & I
Date Of Birth:30th December 1991 Chinese name:周伟强 Chinese Zodiac: Year of the Goat Dream when i was Little: To be Batman Favourite Color: Light Blue,Black and White Weight: 58 kg Favourite Pianist:Richard Clayderman,Jay chou Favourite Actor/actress:Dont really have last time have now so so.. Person i think highly of :周杰伦.Zhou Jie Lun (jay chou) Dislikes about myself:shy and soft-hearted sometime easy angry but not all the time.(Bad Mood) Horoscope: Capricorn Favourite Magician : Dan and Dave What got me into Piano : By Jay Chou..he influence me alot..Making me think if he can do it i also can. Favourite Food:Fried Chicken.KFC.Thing releated to fried. Slogan:Hai Hao Lar.. The Type of Girl i Likes:long hair..cute and mature..oval face.skinny.caring extreamly loveable. Hobbies:wear and buy nicer cloths,play computer games,play basktball,badminton,play the Piano,play playstation and go out,Play Pool,Learning Magic. Favourite Things:my piano,my ps3,My handphone.my ipod Touch. Perfume i like to wear: Berburry (SUMMER) and Berburry (LONDON) Favourite Things:my piano,my ps3,My handphone.my ipod Touch. The Talk
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