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I just dont understand why
people are really so fuck tup and their boyfriend or girlfriend are just so nice looking. Fuck in you ass till you shit Asshole.. |
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Wednesday, July 16, 2008, 3:10 AM
16th july 08 le..today is another very sad day 4 me..HAIX..today same thing lor..sian sian and sad sad de..today so school alone cos she say she will b late den we meet at school erm i dont so lor..i jus think tat sth wrong den dont want meet me go school together..like dont want see me like tat..den at school le..haix..is like so different..is jus like the first time we see each other nv tok nv care all these..haix..she like nv show any care 4 me at all..bt in her heart i duno..den i tok to her on phone say why like tat wad happen wad she tired abt..she say tired my my attitude..ya..i also think so..cos aiya too luv u le wad..and scard u gt feel with other guy and i also want care and noe more abt u mar..wad u doing who u smsing all these..couple where gt hide things de..den when lesson time teacher ask us form our group of 4..den i beside her nia..den also nv count me in..den put her friend in..den i was jus like so...er....duno wad happen den like tat do to me.den later i ask her..den she say cos teacher say 4 in a group mar..den if gt 5 sure put me in de..aiya..also duno lar..if my tat friend also gt come..sure put him or wad de lor..aiya nvm..den 4 so simple also nv put me in..den nvm..den class end early we go long break den see her like we like tat still cant laugh and smile..den nv even think or care from me from the outside..den i want tok to her den see her like nth happen i cant take it really want tok and cry out..den i sms her she see le nv even reply den continue tok..haix..den i cant take it den go tell her straight and say i want tok to u 4 awhile..den she like want go dont want go i say again..she tell me in a nt really happy tone WAIT!!! i done so many things tis wad i get..nvm den we go to a place and tok..den say here say there..dont want write..keep grab her hand dont want her go den she say she will try b happy bt is jus like force to b happy like tat nt natural..den she want go bk le..den like so hate me..when she angry or wad..i jus keep there hong her even i in any condition..den i abit angry she so angry and gib me black face..jus so nt fair...duno wad wrong..and she dont want me like tat very hurting 4 her de..say i change her until duno who is she le..come on u are nt there yet..dont gib up so fast..den after nt really ok..bt better den let her go she walk so fast on her own everytime like tat de neh..every time with me walk with me den with friends or wad walk on her own i behind walk slow hab to keep catch up their speed she nv turn bk find where is me or am i behind or wad..jus keep walk to her own..haix..jus make me also very sad..den after tok finish to walk bk and take my ipod go to the nearby overhead bridge and jus feel sad and cry starting i was trying to ren saying tat cant cry later they cme find me den pei seh or wad..den i think haix..wont happen de lar..they also wont care 4 me de..den i keep hear song den my emotion and mind keep thinking those sad things den cry and cry and cry very jia lart..den i try stop also cant..cry 4 like abt 20 over mins..den she sms me wher i am..den i go bk..lucky no 1 noe i cry..den the whole day jus sad sad de lor..den when school finish we at bus stop w8 4 bus den she sms me cant follow me go piano le..she nid go hme do sth..haix..den i alone go lor..den i at UQ so lonely lor..den we gt tok lar..as in sms..den i go piano le..paino hai hao still the same song cant..haix..den after tat no mood den go home le...den want go hme and cry..haix..very uncomfortable..i so hungry bt i dont want eat..i eat snaks...den my mum call me eat sian..ok lor..den buy i want hungry to death den i will noe who treasure me..eat le make myself vomit out also can..den when reach hme 6 oclock le cant watch my show..den nw very sad want cry le..i think abt things..sobs..sobs..pls pity me..den i gt a feel tomo dont think we go school together..sth want tell laopo..:tks 4 treating me as yr hubby and baby..bad things keep happening to us.i noe is very difficult 4 u..i said le we together and find out wad path we mus take to find true happiness bt first u mus end sth first bt i noe u still cant or wad ever...hope u today cant late sleep..sleep well..haix..jus tks u..making me noe hw to treasure luv more and more..if i leave tis world b4 u..pls hab a gd day ok..i dont want u nt happy or wad..i noe u still angry of me..i did my best bt i still cant gt wad i want..jus so pek cek and sad..den tks 4 yr care also..jus hope tat tomo u will end tis all becos of me..bt i dont think will lar..den reason i think or wad i also duno...i very uncomfortable nw jus keep crying nw writeing also cry..very very sad okk..do tat 4 me..4 me..and i keep silenly cry and cry trying nt to let people wry..i try so hard keep all to myself and my tears has been known as sweat.cos when i cry or wad..i will tell them is sweat keeping my sad feelings 4 so long and i gt so little things.....tat all no mood write any more le..later i more worst..den decide commit sudside.. |
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I started piano at around the age of 15.Old rite.i around there den hab the chance to learn..my dad pay 4 me..kkies..I first started at 22nd August 2007..I am still learning piano until nw..ya.My piano teacher said i was improving quite fast even wrote gd notes in the hand book..At tat time i was really hoping able to play my favourite songs from jay chou..Than it was hard tome 4 me to b gd at doing sth tat is nt so easy to do.And i from small let people say i lousy or wad lar until nw still so i really start to practice and practice.Den one day abt 1 yrs time nv pass 1 year i finally learn my favourite song titled "First Kiss".Until nw i still feeling proud tat i am able to play tis song.den i started other song and try tis is nw.Why i suddenly try playing First Kiss because i saw kids in youtube playing the secret piano pieces den i was thinking why they can and i can i really hope i can play like tis or even better.Sometimes i really thought of giving up bt i didnt because few of my friends,my piano teacher,my baobao was there to support me expicially my baobao always supporting me when i think i play gd or nt and my dad sometime ask me when in so call gd mood lar.He will say study nt gd nvm at least gt talent in doing other things so tat why i like piano den he support me by giving the chance to learn piano..Btw nt support in emotion neh is money nia.OK..Den he bought a the piano 4 me after awhile den i was happy i gt it.And i really keep practicing it at my hse cos if nt gt to spent money go rent.And my dad bought the piano 4 me so i dnt really want dissapoint him and others and the amount of money he spent..There is a few reason lar..and i was jealous and sad why other people can play the song why cant i.Than i learn first month around there my teacher ask me go to the performance class tat nt all people can go to the class to perform learn less than 1 month..den the first performance class i gt all excellent tat makes me happy wad i hab done has paid off in the paper so i try and try first few around 3 times to 4 i go the same..In between i did really try want to gt all excellent bt i did nt gt lar.i was woundering isit hw far i can go..den i was abit demorerise so practice less den the nxt performance i gt all excellent tat is i noe my baobao.den mayb is cos if her bar cos i promise her i tis time i will play 4 her even she is nt here..Den the rest i did nt do the same like play 4 her and i starting to gt all straight all excellent.. Me, Myself & I
Date Of Birth:30th December 1991 Chinese name:周伟强 Chinese Zodiac: Year of the Goat Dream when i was Little: To be Batman Favourite Color: Light Blue,Black and White Weight: 58 kg Favourite Pianist:Richard Clayderman,Jay chou Favourite Actor/actress:Dont really have last time have now so so.. Person i think highly of :周杰伦.Zhou Jie Lun (jay chou) Dislikes about myself:shy and soft-hearted sometime easy angry but not all the time.(Bad Mood) Horoscope: Capricorn Favourite Magician : Dan and Dave What got me into Piano : By Jay Chou..he influence me alot..Making me think if he can do it i also can. Favourite Food:Fried Chicken.KFC.Thing releated to fried. Slogan:Hai Hao Lar.. The Type of Girl i Likes:long hair..cute and mature..oval face.skinny.caring extreamly loveable. Hobbies:wear and buy nicer cloths,play computer games,play basktball,badminton,play the Piano,play playstation and go out,Play Pool,Learning Magic. Favourite Things:my piano,my ps3,My handphone.my ipod Touch. Perfume i like to wear: Berburry (SUMMER) and Berburry (LONDON) Favourite Things:my piano,my ps3,My handphone.my ipod Touch. The Talk
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