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I just dont understand why
people are really so fuck tup and their boyfriend or girlfriend are just so nice looking. Fuck in you ass till you shit Asshole.. |
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Tuesday, July 15, 2008, 12:47 AM
15th july 08 le..days has been chaging to worst and i want my last time bk..hw hw..tell me..today i jus toking abt me tat all..today nth at all normal student..haix..today we go school take bus den i can feel sth strange cos ytd nite my heart very pain and feeling cold and warm..den i and my mum was toking abt bringing me go see doctor..i nv go cos will ok de..awhile nia..haix..den suddenly something happen den i abit sad and angry den i look outside the window..and my friend sms me say wad i think she is fan or wad..den make me more fan..den i call my tat friend to tok abt wad happen why like tat still scold me..den i already nt well le ytd nw still abit..den my friend like tat den laopo also like tat..haix..den i really very sad pain..den i angry she jus like nv care at all lor..is like no matter wad i cant angry at all..den last time u lie to me i angry bt nt until dont even borther u or hack care u rite..u say i like a baby nid people take care of me which is u..u angry u keep say u cant take care of me 4 long all these..den u ok u say i nid care..pls..i noe wad u went through i also okkies..i want u understand me..u tell me yrs and i tell u mine..tat wad my luv is abt...okkies..den in class jus like nv tok lor..den i go and tok to her same lar..den she still dont really feel gd den she sms me tell me..den at tat time i was completely dwn jus want go bk home al cry i feeling very uncomfortable..den i stood up again..i cant fall if i fall all people around me will fall also i dont want tat...she also nv care at ALL..okk.at all..den after tat i think mus better le..den we can at least tok bt still gt the feel.i very stress sad and lonely okkies..when i can smile pls..i really want last time the us..pls..dont like tat okkies..u say u will try to always there 4 me and care for me and loving me..laopo pls tell me can..wad happen to u..haix..i very uncomfortable nw..den go break tat time she and her friend go out leave me alone nv even sms me at all she wont feel lonely or wad meh..without me like feel diff de..she nv wor..onli i sms her den she will reply..why like tis should b both keep sms to each other wad..she say scard people noe or see and alot of people already suspecting le lor..and her friend onli 1 cant sms me meh..jus nw i was so pek cek i hit the wall twice hard den nw my hand pain le..haix..nvm de lar..small pain nia..den after school i jus walk out of the class lor..she also nv go to take bus to novena there..den same lar i sms her den she reply she say she rushing to her ahma house..den cant peii me go novena den take mrt meh..it is jus dont care me wad..haix..suffer alot seh..jus so sad okkies..u say wad happen with us always gt things happen to us..haix..i dont wish okkies..last time we dont hab de wad..we hao hao de tok okkies..we tok all out at nite okk..haix..i jus cant take it ok..u go settle with him hao mar..dont care i take all responsible..who will do it..onli me okkies..so pls treasure..dont tell me nt scard i leave meh..u noe u scard de okkies. den pls show it out i want feel it..feelings..den after u settle le..i dont think alot of things will happen to us le..i want smile.hao mar....i jus think tat is the reason..i very sad nw i want let it out pls i want go act and sing..i want let everyone feel me...still gt alot more in my heart too much le..i try say as much as possible..i keep treat and always there 4 me she nv okkies..wad is she thinking she wont feel anything de meh..see yr loves one suffering and nv do anything..jus stay there and say sry or wad..haix..pls go settle and tell me more and all abt wad really happen i still dont think the reason is so simple..den we wont hab so so much problem le..really i am serious..hahax..hao mar..laopo i love u heard until mar..i say 1 more time i love u..still remember the picture we take mar..cant 4gt rite..still remember we like so shy and scard ugly..hahax..tat is sin fu..duno when u gt treat me gd, gd until i almost 4gt tat u hab thing to settle..really really..and still remember our first movie we watch and wad happen when watching i cant say here..more people noe my blog le..and the tree we werer toking abt..dont let it fall..so many wounderful memories mus nu li okkies..trust me..and i feel better le..okkies..i love u..u noe why i keep try so hard to change u..cos i think u are right 4 me jus nt in a good condition..u jus like a diamond..okkies..diamond come from rock rite..den polish den become wonderful beautiful diamond..u the same..u jus nid to b polished..okkies..look up and understand..okkies..romantic road with me will b gd okkies..smile..hahax..okkies..hahax..i do so many things 4 u ms repay me bk arh, hahax..nvm i very gd de can slowly repay de if nt i or kong u arh...hahax..okkies..later den on phone tok and i want ask u if u are reading pls reply me sms or wad..u rush to ahma house wad..and tks laopo sometime with i hab a hard time u will b there to saiyang me...the first time was at the place tat we sit i will always remember tat..u see really so many memories..all very sweet de..haix..hope 4 the better 4 me her and us..hope all tks..i tomo piano le like no mood to piano neh..haix..and tell u sth i dotn believe de want hear neh..dont tell u hmm..hahax.act cute wor..hahax..hao lar hao lar..i say..sad de.. i think i suffer some metal problem..like siao le..cos i was very sad and depress..so i went to the net and check 4 abt 1 hr..den i read wad to do lar..nid couserling mar all these..wad is stress depress all these..nw also still checking..more den 1hr le..den i saw a short test abt see wad is wrong with me or am i suffering from some mental things aiyo sth like tat lar..and i really tick acording den u guess wad... 42 and up point is worst.. 20 - 42 is hab nt worst.. 0 - 20 is jus habing a little hard time.. i gt 39...see almost reach 42 le and tat is bad..haix..see wad they say after the test..and they say i nid Psychotherapy also nt sure wad is ti abt.hahax..duno weather isit call worst or bad and i noe is getting worst if keep like tis.. here the web say:: From the information you provided, you appear to be someone who might benefit from psychotherapy from a mental health professional at this time. You appear from your responses to be grappling with a problem in your life that is causing you some concern. People in situations similar to yours often find that talking things over with a therapist can help them get back on track. It would be advisable and likely beneficial for you to seek further diagnosis from an experienced, trained mental health professional soon to help you with the problem behaviors and feelings you're experiencing. You can often obtain a referral for a qualified professional in your area from your family doctor or by consulting your employer's insurance plan. We do not make recommendations for specific mental health care professionals.. and i keep checking le..starting to get tired suddenly so many people calling me..wad wrong..u noe isit cant be wad...haix..shock wad i hab..can say going to go IMH or die cos stress..and i go google search wad is tat they say like sth to do with mental and mind..haix..i nid treatment mean nt a gd sign..haix..or go couserlling..haix..bt i dont really like tell things abt me to outsider cos tat i show tat i weak cant handle things or bittle,sour pain..bt is getting worst okk..nw later go practice piano den rest le bar..my friend keep calling me..go tell them nicely wad happen today..nt i think yr all fan cos really things happening to me and i keep thinking tat make me concern..DEPRESS... |
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I started piano at around the age of 15.Old rite.i around there den hab the chance to learn..my dad pay 4 me..kkies..I first started at 22nd August 2007..I am still learning piano until nw..ya.My piano teacher said i was improving quite fast even wrote gd notes in the hand book..At tat time i was really hoping able to play my favourite songs from jay chou..Than it was hard tome 4 me to b gd at doing sth tat is nt so easy to do.And i from small let people say i lousy or wad lar until nw still so i really start to practice and practice.Den one day abt 1 yrs time nv pass 1 year i finally learn my favourite song titled "First Kiss".Until nw i still feeling proud tat i am able to play tis song.den i started other song and try tis is nw.Why i suddenly try playing First Kiss because i saw kids in youtube playing the secret piano pieces den i was thinking why they can and i can i really hope i can play like tis or even better.Sometimes i really thought of giving up bt i didnt because few of my friends,my piano teacher,my baobao was there to support me expicially my baobao always supporting me when i think i play gd or nt and my dad sometime ask me when in so call gd mood lar.He will say study nt gd nvm at least gt talent in doing other things so tat why i like piano den he support me by giving the chance to learn piano..Btw nt support in emotion neh is money nia.OK..Den he bought a the piano 4 me after awhile den i was happy i gt it.And i really keep practicing it at my hse cos if nt gt to spent money go rent.And my dad bought the piano 4 me so i dnt really want dissapoint him and others and the amount of money he spent..There is a few reason lar..and i was jealous and sad why other people can play the song why cant i.Than i learn first month around there my teacher ask me go to the performance class tat nt all people can go to the class to perform learn less than 1 month..den the first performance class i gt all excellent tat makes me happy wad i hab done has paid off in the paper so i try and try first few around 3 times to 4 i go the same..In between i did really try want to gt all excellent bt i did nt gt lar.i was woundering isit hw far i can go..den i was abit demorerise so practice less den the nxt performance i gt all excellent tat is i noe my baobao.den mayb is cos if her bar cos i promise her i tis time i will play 4 her even she is nt here..Den the rest i did nt do the same like play 4 her and i starting to gt all straight all excellent.. Me, Myself & I
Date Of Birth:30th December 1991 Chinese name:周伟强 Chinese Zodiac: Year of the Goat Dream when i was Little: To be Batman Favourite Color: Light Blue,Black and White Weight: 58 kg Favourite Pianist:Richard Clayderman,Jay chou Favourite Actor/actress:Dont really have last time have now so so.. Person i think highly of :周杰伦.Zhou Jie Lun (jay chou) Dislikes about myself:shy and soft-hearted sometime easy angry but not all the time.(Bad Mood) Horoscope: Capricorn Favourite Magician : Dan and Dave What got me into Piano : By Jay Chou..he influence me alot..Making me think if he can do it i also can. Favourite Food:Fried Chicken.KFC.Thing releated to fried. Slogan:Hai Hao Lar.. The Type of Girl i Likes:long hair..cute and mature..oval face.skinny.caring extreamly loveable. Hobbies:wear and buy nicer cloths,play computer games,play basktball,badminton,play the Piano,play playstation and go out,Play Pool,Learning Magic. Favourite Things:my piano,my ps3,My handphone.my ipod Touch. Perfume i like to wear: Berburry (SUMMER) and Berburry (LONDON) Favourite Things:my piano,my ps3,My handphone.my ipod Touch. The Talk
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