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I just dont understand why
people are really so fuck tup and their boyfriend or girlfriend are just so nice looking. Fuck in you ass till you shit Asshole.. |
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Monday, June 23, 2008, 12:46 PM
23 june08 le..today arh take up at around 12 plus..hahax..wake up gt msg seh..guess who my dear dear lor..lolx..like tat also can..den i though of nt going out den my my friend call me say i gt go out mar..den i say bo lor..den he ask me out..den we go j8 eat..bt he say he come my house first den go easier..den we together go lor..we go arcade i win him seh kof..den when going there i nv head pain..den after tat when going eat den started to abit giddy le..all the thought coming arh..den no choice go eat after tat feel very uncomfortable..want vomit..when going bk home my friend come chase me and so call bully me..(hit my butt) den i run and run den stop almost vomit out..den very tired giddy head pain and vomit..den i at home watch yu le bai fen bai le den i go rest lor..i think i am nt well..cos if nt i wont rest de..wad to do..ya..all these happen to me..laopo also go out ahma house den go celebrate her mum birthday leave me alone suffer..haix..go enjoy lor..nvm..haix..when i nid her she alway nt here 4 me..den when she nid me i will b there 4 me de..no i dont want nt fair..haix.anyway the world is nt fair de..nw heavent eat house no food i like..w8 until abt 8 plus lor..mum buy food bk..arghhh...haix..she will come 4 me meh..i also duno wad lar..she say she go her uncle house see her ah ma and go celebrate her mum birthday..duno true anot..tat day i heard she say she go celebrate with duno who her dad or wad sth like tat den nw her mum..haix..msg her also dont reply..haix..really duno wad to do..duno is she lieing anot..say tis say tat in the end go meet him.keep say nid time nid time nid time..nv also becos of him go finish him..tat day say wad july 6 all these cant wad will hurt her friends all these i say fuck him lar..lai try me i send him hell asshole..kan ni na..really bastard u noe.ya tat all lies..den nw she tell me school reopen basket i can tell u school reopen i garentee CHOP CHOP!!!CHOP!! heavent ok de..aiya fuck lar..when open if heavent i also duno wad to do any1 tell me wad to do..GOD tell me pls..ARGHhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! scream scream..arghhh!!!!!! let it go or nt..if she truely luv me bt jus really cant end with him i like very bad neh..den if i dont let go i keep like tat i also dont like sia..duno wad to do with it lar..i going throw out my anger nw!!..my mum called say buy alot fo food 10 mins will b bk home dont eat anything.mos burger wor...buy alot..lolx..heavent see yet...HAIX...sad angry jealous cry wad ever feeling also no use wad..she in the end also say nid time..DAME!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!! and my fuckign com stil cant go friendster and see my blog edit my posts some site also cant go in even my dad singapore pools also cant den becos of tat kana say wad i duno do wad with the com sure gt virus de wad..and i clear le..still gt problem..haix..i think tat day i nv say bar..nw tell u all le..bt duno wad the date dotn ask..nw singing song letting thing out if nt nid hit things le..arghhh!!! STRESS!!!! CONFUSE!!!!! why when i am sad my voice like very good lor..nw dont want eat seh..eat le later want sing bk my voice nt nice le..hw keep maintain evertday like tat..i sing out also no use haix...i feel like so weird losing myself..like living in tis world is a waste of time..i am so dwn nw..i feel like dieing..haix..so messy in my mind..haix..fuck lar..i think sth is going happen again..haix..i call her she keep kup my call mean she is nxt to her handphone i msg she also nv reply..den she say she go celebrate her mum birthday haix..i kana bluff again isit..isit..den why is she celebrate still can kup my calls..haix..thing is happening again..isit..i scard tis time i cant tar han..ARGHhhh!!! many thing..haix..nw she suddenly call me she say she angry den nv answer my calls..haix..angry with me bar..angry den nv ans my calls if like tat hw den we keep like tat nv tok..if long den cannt tar han den will more worst wad..haix..nw i think i and her ok le bar..bt i jus feel so useless make my laopo angry i still say will protect her..haix..must understand me wad i scard it will happen again..okkies..u made a promise..haix..she say we will b happy de..if angry she wont angry with me i think in her heart she is angry abt me lor..haix..den when toking to me whe will b happy le..even nt happy also will..and nw is my fault neh hw she can b happy if toking to me..haix..i hai her..today her mum birthday neh..and my trickster the game jus started nw lvl 14 le..hahax.ya i jus feel abit different the way she treat me today..i dont like she keep i say yes mean yes dont ask or tok so much..haix...and keep saying ya tat is me i am like tat..wad thing u alwasy like tat..i dont like ok and i dont like is u say i nv say also like tat say also like tat..ya okk....u last time promise u wont den today u also like tat..nw we hai hao lar..hope wont like tat again..haix..ya i am really confuse stress and many more..haix..cant explain properlly..toking to my dear den nw want go sleep le nite.. |
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I started piano at around the age of 15.Old rite.i around there den hab the chance to learn..my dad pay 4 me..kkies..I first started at 22nd August 2007..I am still learning piano until nw..ya.My piano teacher said i was improving quite fast even wrote gd notes in the hand book..At tat time i was really hoping able to play my favourite songs from jay chou..Than it was hard tome 4 me to b gd at doing sth tat is nt so easy to do.And i from small let people say i lousy or wad lar until nw still so i really start to practice and practice.Den one day abt 1 yrs time nv pass 1 year i finally learn my favourite song titled "First Kiss".Until nw i still feeling proud tat i am able to play tis song.den i started other song and try tis is nw.Why i suddenly try playing First Kiss because i saw kids in youtube playing the secret piano pieces den i was thinking why they can and i can i really hope i can play like tis or even better.Sometimes i really thought of giving up bt i didnt because few of my friends,my piano teacher,my baobao was there to support me expicially my baobao always supporting me when i think i play gd or nt and my dad sometime ask me when in so call gd mood lar.He will say study nt gd nvm at least gt talent in doing other things so tat why i like piano den he support me by giving the chance to learn piano..Btw nt support in emotion neh is money nia.OK..Den he bought a the piano 4 me after awhile den i was happy i gt it.And i really keep practicing it at my hse cos if nt gt to spent money go rent.And my dad bought the piano 4 me so i dnt really want dissapoint him and others and the amount of money he spent..There is a few reason lar..and i was jealous and sad why other people can play the song why cant i.Than i learn first month around there my teacher ask me go to the performance class tat nt all people can go to the class to perform learn less than 1 month..den the first performance class i gt all excellent tat makes me happy wad i hab done has paid off in the paper so i try and try first few around 3 times to 4 i go the same..In between i did really try want to gt all excellent bt i did nt gt lar.i was woundering isit hw far i can go..den i was abit demorerise so practice less den the nxt performance i gt all excellent tat is i noe my baobao.den mayb is cos if her bar cos i promise her i tis time i will play 4 her even she is nt here..Den the rest i did nt do the same like play 4 her and i starting to gt all straight all excellent.. Me, Myself & I
Date Of Birth:30th December 1991 Chinese name:周伟强 Chinese Zodiac: Year of the Goat Dream when i was Little: To be Batman Favourite Color: Light Blue,Black and White Weight: 58 kg Favourite Pianist:Richard Clayderman,Jay chou Favourite Actor/actress:Dont really have last time have now so so.. Person i think highly of :周杰伦.Zhou Jie Lun (jay chou) Dislikes about myself:shy and soft-hearted sometime easy angry but not all the time.(Bad Mood) Horoscope: Capricorn Favourite Magician : Dan and Dave What got me into Piano : By Jay Chou..he influence me alot..Making me think if he can do it i also can. Favourite Food:Fried Chicken.KFC.Thing releated to fried. Slogan:Hai Hao Lar.. The Type of Girl i Likes:long hair..cute and mature..oval face.skinny.caring extreamly loveable. Hobbies:wear and buy nicer cloths,play computer games,play basktball,badminton,play the Piano,play playstation and go out,Play Pool,Learning Magic. Favourite Things:my piano,my ps3,My handphone.my ipod Touch. Perfume i like to wear: Berburry (SUMMER) and Berburry (LONDON) Favourite Things:my piano,my ps3,My handphone.my ipod Touch. The Talk
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