I just dont understand why
people are really so fuck tup and
their boyfriend or girlfriend are just so nice looking.
Fuck in you ass till you shit Asshole..
people are really so fuck tup and
their boyfriend or girlfriend are just so nice looking.
Fuck in you ass till you shit Asshole..
Wednesday, April 21, 2010, 12:47 AM
21st April 2010.A long time did not update blog already.In school.Life is kind of bad for me i also got no idea.just that i got a weird feelign about something that i dotn really like.I have signes of depression i suspect i am suffering from that.My life is really so meanless,so lonely no friends all that shit.I am in school now.i will stop here.I really got no mood.
Monday, March 1, 2010, 12:01 AM
1st March 2010.Part 2.nth yet.
Sunday, February 28, 2010, 8:03 AM
1st March 2010.A long time since i have tell my things to the net.and if people are reading my this blog they wont be looking at it anymore because when is the last time i write out something long it is like 1 years plus i think if i am not wrong.Recently i am really feeling very F*** up.A lot of shit happen to me lately and recently.now is 12.06 just went to have a basketball match i am kind of tired and fan angry sad and everything lar.just dont have the mood to do things my Basic Driving Test is coming and i really very tired and bored to all these things already.Just feel like rot to death.Now i am talking to my girlfriend and she is like complaining i am different like talk differently.
The F***ing thing i am still angry now is what she done me recently and she dont feel anything and she really feel anything she never show than she will say she got show she got show.than people will be thinking i am bad lar all these F***ing reason to my face.Just went to Facebook to see people profile.They are couple i am not going to mention who is it.they are like so loving all that lar.i say more i more tulan hope you get what i mean.And people are so loving and what about me.Love the Lan J*** arh.All i get is lies bullied lonely by leaving me alone all that lor.that is love to me hahahax.you guys must be laughing at me now.hahahax ya it is really dame F***ing funny.
And the best part is she told me that she is feeling scard now scard of me in what way i dont know.I am confuse leh? last time she told me that she really love me a lot the thing i am confused is why she lied to me so badly till now i cant forget.It is stuck in my F***ing head.
And recently also the things happen than she still cant say and tell people that she really love me a lot a lot.
Because of someone she lied to me again just recently.And now on the phone she is still like keep repeating the dame same thing over and over again.I think from just now till now she say "why i suddenly so different" like 12 times already.lolx.later she see this sure tulan.than give me pattern again than she will say i wont do pattern again.
Than now she like forget what she write to someone those F***ing she loving the words did she say to me till like that.Now i am writing this i am DAME FUCKING ANGRY FUCK LIFE.She dont have the dame F***ing heart to tell me that she deleted it already and now i am angry than she dont know and she still act like nothing happen.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.
FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.
FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.
FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.
FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.
I am feeling very down and angry all that dont feel like write some more already.
Monday, February 22, 2010, 9:56 AM
2010
I am so sorry guys for MIA.I lost hope in a lot of things.
Thursday, January 21, 2010, 5:30 PM
22nd January 2010.Omg i am so sorry for so long MIA.So so sorry.Alot of things happen lately.i really cant explain how i feel i am feeling sad lonely angry jealous mad world so unfair depress feel like committing suicide.i nw also dont know which is which.
Now i am all alone at home my girlfriend is working these few days i am under deep shit.yes really shit.i am so stress out i think i am going mad.
I really got no mood to write i will stop here for nw.
Friday, August 14, 2009, 9:34 AM
15 August 2009.Sorry long time no update because nothing much to update.
Honey and i just back to the way we wanted ya a long way to the end.i also dont know what i mean.any way honey bought for me magic called "Full Nelson".Is a 9 packet false cut display.i don't have the video i am so sorry.
If i am not wrong it was thursday i and honey went to takashimaya shopping walk with honey lor.she wear spagetti shirt abit low those guys keep looking at her sia.told her not to wear that low next time.ok honey??.bought a yu gi oh book weekly jump.than bring honey eat japanese noodle.
Playing Dragonica just lvl 29.fat right hahax.joking.and waiting for honey call.just went to honey blog to tagg her nia.not from ellusionist de tagged hor.hahax.
than walk walk eat here eat there arh har went to eat kfc also the new hot wings really dame spicy sia.on that day honey and me happy day.wish everyday can like that we can spent so much time together.
today just finish my narfa test pass my 2.4 run.next week going to shuttle run than no need worry about army already..
i have a video to share with you.
Sunday, July 26, 2009, 6:27 AM
26th July 2009..Is another hard day for me.it is like a game to me now..i am very sick and not in the mood to handle this.
Friday, July 24, 2009, 10:04 PM
25th July 2009..Sorry a long long time did not update..now i am sick yesterday took temperature was 37.8.so high today i heaven t take yet but got feel a bit better from yesterday..so boring i wake up at around 8 or 8 plus..than about 10.17 called me..and i was like wow you so early wake up..than she put down the phone say will message me..than after message a few than she did not reply already..i don t know weather is she suddenly fall asleep or she faint again..OMG other time i am ok she so good on saturday and when i am not well this what i get.how can i continue this kind of life..i really thought of breaking up with her.i know is sound stupid i just need to be care and always with me.and now i am not well it should be every minute or second with me but i did not have it..my whole body is aching and don t know why just now i was in the toilet doing business than i hold the tissue in my hand than i feel like my vain or something hurt a sharp pain..than after that also got one more time when i was in the toilet now i am ok le.want to sent soon i am so hungry going find something to eat and about 3 plus my mum than come back..i can t tarhan till she come back..i deleting thing from my computer that i don t need and put them in my external hardisc..i going watch the day the earth stood still..don t know what to do sia..so sian..it is so irritating my nose just keep leaking and leaking.i am eating some small thing now..yummy..yummy..went to rest at about 3.20.than can t sleep so just lye down and rest..than suddenly i was may be tired or what so call fall asleep..mind is off but not into deep sleep..around 4.30 i woke up.mum say i not so hot as just now..nose leaking better.just now my mum help me message can t really feel the suaness when she message i feel a bit better compare to just now..than i still don t know what to do.
9.15 so lonely and sian..still never message me..i am thinking wild le..so many thing in my mind i try stay calm i really not well don t add more thing to me..and like she will care like that if she really care she won t leave me alone already..she is dame bad..don t talk about her..
just now went to watch the day the earth stood still nothing special the movie..
than went to play blazblue 1 match than play my new computer game blazblue play 1 match nia.than don t feel like playing le.my new computer game so sian than also never play le..
now i am surfing the net..haix..so early i not tired because just now rest than dont know how sia..i got a big feel she wont message or call me later or tomorrow..i also dont know what wrong just now she still can message me keep repling me than suddenly gone..i never late reply also..
so sian.so lonely.
Sunday, July 5, 2009, 4:57 AM
5th July 2009..tomorrow is school is already..day past and past and i am still alone..i really want thank Michael jackson for writing this song..this song is really just like me how i wish that is what i write..i love the song..this the kind of song people should give credit for it..thanks..ALONE
LONELY SOUL
VANISH
COLD AND WHITE
PURE LONELINESS
NO ONE BE THERE
SAME
Friday, July 3, 2009, 7:14 AM
3rd July 2009..today can say i am happy,sad and emotional..all pack in one.. i receive a note from baobao..i was shock that that is really for me and it is a note..than like that lor i cant say much here i say alot already..confidential.sorry.than went bk home than come out again..
now at home ok lar bored and a little little lonely but not so jialart as bored lonely worry for her and scard she do something bad at me again and she mia for very long..
today go out go arcade at amk than go out to one place than come back than watch bai fen bai quite funny lor today de..honey if you reading this must watch ok..3rd july 2009 de..than go out again..i suddenly also forgot what i do le.tok to my friend also..guy dont worry honey is guy and you know de i know them quite long already..now feel like watch movie..abit tired and lazy..hahax..
kkies.and i found some nice combo video of blazblue the game.arcade de..
Wednesday, July 1, 2009, 11:47 PM
2nd July 2009..i am very lonely and sad today..tomorrow we should be going out de..than she not well i just ok from not well.than my mind so many thing i going crazy le..i am going nuts now dont know want to wait for her message or go sleep i dont want continue like this already..no more and she keep giving me all these..dame fuck right.where got girlfriend keep leaving his boyfriend alone de and when she need me i will straight away be there always replying her message on time..than she never do at all.even have is something big happen than she guaii for a few day ya last few day very good dont know what happen the previous day than now like that again lor..she sick she from 8 plus am sleep until 10.36 heavent wake up than later at night i dont know how is she really sleeping i also dont know..aiya..tell her so many time also never listen any chio bu can treat me good de feel free talk to me ok..if can we be together than we share thing together ok..she keep bully me and play my feeling one ok than next not ok..i going loose hope on her already..tell her the truth i was trying to trust her saying that no matter what she wont let me alone for one day and i am still waiting and i think is really one day..after this day than say bar..and trusting her that aiya what ever lar.i suddenly forget everything..my mind is blank..i am so lonely and sad and dissapointed jealous all those feeling bad de i feeling right now..arghh..thought that i live in this world she got there by my side very good but you see keep leaving me alone..i garentee when i see her i really going mad this time..check out..I am DEAD no one really CARES those people only know how to bully me..what ever i do how good also get bully by people..if people have heart i wont b so lonely now..people are heartless blood sucker bastard..than some people read this not happy than bully me again lor..sure one i write so i wont so sing ku later.i say so people will know mar than want take what ever action is up to them..i cry and cry of lonely
HONEY DONT ANGRY OR WHAT I DONT WANT BREAK WITH YOU LAR..IF YOU ARE.I AM GOING NOTE ALSO.
LONELY KILLS THE SOUL OF YOU.
DONT LIVE IN A LONELY LIFE THAT IS NOT GOOD.
I AM NO LONGER HER.
SUPER LONELY.
SUPER SAD.
SUPER MAD.
CANT FEEL HOW LIVE IS GOOD ANYMORE.
I CANT LAST ANY LONGER.
SUPER JEALOUS TO SEE PEOPLE GO OUT WITH THEIR LOVE ONE AND WATCH MOVIE ALL THESE ALWAYS BE TOGETHER..HUH ME LEH..
WHEN I NEED HER 90% SHE WONT BE THER FOR ME.
WHEN SHE NEED ME 90% I WILL BE THER.THE REMAINING 10% BECAUSE SHE KEEP MIA HOW TO BE BY HER SIDE.YOU SEE THE DIFFERENT THIS IS WHAT I AM FACING NOW..
SHE STILL SAY TOMORROW COME FIND ME I DONT SO ALREADY..
TEARS WILL FALL FROM YOUR EYES.
LIE WILL ALWAYS BE LIES.
FROM THE DAY I REALISE I AM STILL TRAP IN THIS BLACK DYE.
SAVE ME HEAVEN.
PEOPLE ALWAY FORGET WHO IS LOOKING RIGHT TO THEIR EYE.
PEOPLE WILL FORGET ME.
BUY WHO CARE TO READ THIS NOW.NO ONE RIGHT.
Sorry for long time never update..having a very hard time..now is better..few day back i was at home very hungry than i went to make hot dog to eat not sure how long to put in the microwave to make hot.i put for about 1 min 10 sec.than when i saw the hot dog after 1 min 10 sec.i gave a name to the hog dog the "disgusting dog".not really a nice name really is not that nice in looks.check it out.!!
i bought my system dvd and a masa deck from my friend.
the masa deck looks very cool in close up.check it out..
Thursday, June 11, 2009, 2:22 AM
11th June 2009..Sorry for long time missing..i finally bought my Razer Diamondback mouse.
Sunday, May 31, 2009, 8:07 PM
1st June 2009..dame it wake up so early 8 omg..than what thing to do..i watch movie than abit of tv..back from going junction 8 and bugis with my friend..now at home le..but very tired..sian tomo get test dont care le lar..i saw someone i think litter than police fine them hahax..just outside bugis when i walk over to bugis street the bus stop also got police dnt know why..my friend want buy spade shirt wad..
New psp coming to town..Here is some of the design they still deciding..
i watching tv now later i write..kkies see ya..
Saturday, May 30, 2009, 11:49 PM
31st May 2009..yesterday's post i write halfway never write about afternoon and night because i am outside..So go back to the previous post than read..So Bloody god dame it boring want try dont wake up so early also cant..i already wake up than dad ask me get out of the bed and he going buy food than eat le..than so boring so i try watch prince of tennis anime, practice pandora and try study for my thursday exam.and tuesday also got test sia..dame sian...just watch prince of tennis finish and now i am studying than later than do magic i now resting..
so i go back study first than continue to write i got time...hahax...
okkies..bb..Cheers'
I am back..i go write yesterday de post..brb..
Friday, May 29, 2009, 9:31 AM
30th May 2009..Omg!! my exam is coming soon Tuesday got test than Thursday got exam..found some video think quite interesting..It is kind of lame never mind i will just post it..I went to sim lim wanted to buy my Razer diamondback mouse but i think and think should i buy..when i was talking with my mum at home she say about my basketball spx cards..she say the card are too expensive than when i am working it will be easier for me to buy the things i wanted..so ya buy these cards are so expensive than buy le i got no money already..so i was more into the Razer diamondback mouse than the basketball spx cards..my friend which stay quite near to me hse wait for me at my hse downstair and together go meet my another close friend he lonely wad..hahax.we donw know why take 54 instead of 74 we going ang mo kio to take 130 meet my another friend.than we stop and take 74..when we reach ang mo kio i went to 7-eleven to buy drinks the weather is so warm and hot than i saw the drink Rino water is a cooling water than releave body heatiness than got discount 1.90 per bottle i drink it in bus i even took a photo of it with my handphone..lame right i know..hahax.i will upload it later..my friend call and he say he will be waiting for us at our school bus stop.he keep calling seh saying why we taking so long hahax..than all blame on me say i prepare so long..hahax..than we reaching sim lim wha the time was about 3:40 around there..i got a movie to catch..than we went to sim lim tower there was nothing than we walk to sim lim..i went to hunt for my Razer diamondback mouse and one of my friend went to hunt for the price of his laptop..than i went to videopro the model i want they have but the colour i want they dont have they only have the red one..than i went walking than suddenly found a shop that have and there are alot of them color also got alot and the model also have alot they even sell Razer keyboard than a special keyboard by Razer for Ipod and plug your ipod on to it and hear song i think and that is the shop that i bought my external hard disk from than i saw the price 107 than i never see how many GB is that lar if the same as mine dame lolx sia.aiya buy electronic thing and computer things is like tat the lar..than they got give me a little discount you know lar the people there are ******* that why i dont like going there than people will ask me i dont like go the place than still go for wad the answer is just go there buy my mouse than that it and my friend want see laotop than see nia..than it was about time for my movie to start le it was about 4.10 after we done what we want to do in sim lim.than i decided to take taxi to junction 8 because my movie start at 4.30 so i reach there faster than i expected..i reach there about 4.20..than meet my parents at the cinema buying food i was hungry so ask my mum to buy nacho combo for me..than in the cinema eat le not hungry le and OOPS i forgot to tell you what am i watching hahax..in a cinema dont know what you watching is so niek lor.."Terminator Salvation".that the title of the movie..than after the movie i went arcade play awhile than go popular with my brother he want see books than went to best play abit piano when my parents are in fair price buying groceries.when i receive a call from dad saying can go le than we went to fair price to help them to carry thing they are not superman or superwoman..
When we reach home my brother friend is coming over to stay at my house..than we play the eye of judgment game hahax..than practice magic and show some to him..than when is around 2 plus am i want watch tv suddenly dont feel like watching le..than off all the lights than in my room took some photo of my Razer mouse diamondback at that time i feel quite good i can have some money left can spent on other things..want to use the money to bring someone to eat and watch movie de..but she is in another diemention than i cant connect with her.the photo i will upload it later.i sleep at around 3.10 am..
Here are the photos
Wednesday, May 27, 2009, 7:01 AM
27th May 2009..today day turn out to be good..but my head keep abit pain seh..i found some video in youtube quite interesting so share with you all..Saturday, May 23, 2009, 10:11 AM
24th May 2009..New Yu gi oh booster is coming up this 18th July 2009..
Wednesday, May 20, 2009, 4:17 AM
20th May 2009..Just went to school have test than come back already the test is quite challenging and the paper did not state the instructions well enough for us to understand..i found come very funny video that really make people laugh..hahax..just check it out..
ya nice after a long day of stress is going make you gone laughing and feel better..that wad i did..
Thursday, May 14, 2009, 7:48 AM
14th May 2009..today go school take exam lor..the peer to peer network and configuring router..than teacher keep change time to later than we got so much free time like 2 hrs and more..than we go play basketball our class come play nia..than my other friends come in and join and honey go take test i feel bad seh..like never say much just ask her take test and also alone go up to take test..than we play basetball till 2.40 than take test the peer to peer network one part i cant do but lucky got answer from friend hahax..than got all correct i think..hahax
and for the router think if not wrong i got all correct is all in the file that i memories already so should be no proble startng i like see what are they asking but in the end i saw change hostname,put password for line vty 0 15,put password for line con 0..than i start know wht i am doing le..
i am quite sure until i do so fast than ask teacher check and sign..wha now school like min sing le..need sign hahax..not the first time..scard i got mistake but i got check abit..sure kana say by my baobei if she heard this..nvm she will read this hahax..
than i play basketball for about 2 hrs than now my face like kana sun burn than face not good and red and hot..hope tomorrow will ok..i mayb want take photo with honey we going watch show and mayb go takashimaya..
Tuesday, May 12, 2009, 6:27 AM
12th May 2009..today go school than go home le..nth much today..practicing my configuring router because the exam is around the corner..so boring nothing to do than..finish my trail version of final fantasy 13..is really nice game worth waiting..i am so tired yawn yawn..
Credits
I started piano at around the age of 15.Old rite.i around there den hab the chance to learn..my dad pay 4 me..kkies..I first started at 22nd August 2007..I am still learning piano until nw..ya.My piano teacher said i was improving quite fast even wrote gd notes in the hand book..At tat time i was really hoping able to play my favourite songs from jay chou..Than it was hard tome 4 me to b gd at doing sth tat is nt so easy to do.And i from small let people say i lousy or wad lar until nw still so i really start to practice and practice.Den one day abt 1 yrs time nv pass 1 year i finally learn my favourite song titled "First Kiss".Until nw i still feeling proud tat i am able to play tis song.den i started other song and try tis is nw.Why i suddenly try playing First Kiss because i saw kids in youtube playing the secret piano pieces den i was thinking why they can and i can i really hope i can play like tis or even better.Sometimes i really thought of giving up bt i didnt because few of my friends,my piano teacher,my baobao was there to support me expicially my baobao always supporting me when i think i play gd or nt and my dad sometime ask me when in so call gd mood lar.He will say study nt gd nvm at least gt talent in doing other things so tat why i like piano den he support me by giving the chance to learn piano..Btw nt support in emotion neh is money nia.OK..Den he bought a the piano 4 me after awhile den i was happy i gt it.And i really keep practicing it at my hse cos if nt gt to spent money go rent.And my dad bought the piano 4 me so i dnt really want dissapoint him and others and the amount of money he spent..There is a few reason lar..and i was jealous and sad why other people can play the song why cant i.Than i learn first month around there my teacher ask me go to the performance class tat nt all people can go to the class to perform learn less than 1 month..den the first performance class i gt all excellent tat makes me happy wad i hab done has paid off in the paper so i try and try first few around 3 times to 4 i go the same..In between i did really try want to gt all excellent bt i did nt gt lar.i was woundering isit hw far i can go..den i was abit demorerise so practice less den the nxt performance i gt all excellent tat is i noe my baobao.den mayb is cos if her bar cos i promise her i tis time i will play 4 her even she is nt here..Den the rest i did nt do the same like play 4 her and i starting to gt all straight all excellent..
Me, Myself & I
Date Of Birth:30th December 1991
Chinese name:周伟强
Chinese Zodiac: Year of the Goat
Dream when i was Little: To be Batman
Favourite Color: Light Blue,Black and White
Weight: 58 kg
Favourite Pianist:Richard Clayderman,Jay chou
Favourite Actor/actress:Dont really have last time have now so so..
Person i think highly of :周杰伦.Zhou Jie Lun (jay chou) Dislikes about myself:shy and soft-hearted sometime easy angry but not all the time.(Bad Mood)
Horoscope: Capricorn
Favourite Magician : Dan and Dave What got me into Piano : By Jay Chou..he influence me alot..Making me think if he can do it i also can.
Favourite Food:Fried Chicken.KFC.Thing releated to fried.
Slogan:Hai Hao Lar..
The Type of Girl i Likes:long hair..cute and mature..oval face.skinny.caring extreamly loveable.
Hobbies:wear and buy nicer cloths,play computer games,play basktball,badminton,play the Piano,play playstation and go out,Play Pool,Learning Magic.
Favourite Things:my piano,my ps3,My handphone.my ipod Touch.
Perfume i like to wear: Berburry (SUMMER) and Berburry (LONDON)
Favourite Things:my piano,my ps3,My handphone.my ipod Touch.
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